Lying

Hey Peeps,

     "If you read between the lines you will be able to find the truth, covered in shame, humiliation, and hate. Sometimes I can't believe what is hidden because it seems so extreme so vivid. I can't tell you how many times I threaten to  lie to fill your hunger for the truth with false information I can't tell you how many times I break down and see the real me and scream out of anger and disgust you think I can't lie to you. You think I can't do what I do because I am weak well your wrong in fact your all too wrong."

     Written above is an unsent letter to my family. I have lived with lies for a long time. The only people who understand and know the truth are my friends. I can't tell you how much lying is a danger and can hurt people you love all around you. Many people, including most of my friends, don't taking lying seriously they use it for all the wrong reasons they don't understand how to use the skill correctly. 

     I am a protector. A lot of my friends struggle everyday with keeping themselves safe and out of harm from their abusers, bullies, and even themselves I am often put in the position to lie for them and keep the things that are going on in their lives a secret. I also have to protect myself a lot of people don't know how much I am away from home on the run and away from everything surrounding me and I would love to keep it that way. 

     This blog (if you didn't know already) is anonymous, because of the things said and are revealed throughout it if this were to get out and, people found out who we are we would be screwed. My blog and rant-off are amazing tools used in the correct way, because we are able to get the voice of teens out there I'm sure if your a teen right now you understand how powerful this is and how much of an eye opener this is for adults. That's why we lie about the blog to others and this is our little secret. 

Love Ya,

-Fallen Musician