Letting Go

There comes a point in everyone person's life when they feel like they just can't stay in the situation there in. So move, try a different job, or go to extremes and commit suicide. Recently I have let go, I have found a way to maybe improve my home situation and to be honest with all you I'm scared out of my mind. I have a hard time excepting that I have no idea what's going to happen next.

Letting go is hard. Some people have to let go of jobs that they have worked so hard to get / create, and some have to let go of other things like loved ones after they pass. For me letting go of something is scary especially if I don't know the outcome, but it may also be exactly what you need.

School is important, but it's a good idea to take a break and re-coop after a long year (hence summer vacation or smaller vacations if your into that stuff.) It's important to know if your burnt out and if you need to let go and take a break or even fully let go if you know deep down inside it's the right thing, but that's no excuse for suicide and there's other options so don't think that I'm saying you should feel like that's a option.

I love you guys & I'm so sorry I have been unable to post due to technical difficulties (my charger for my laptop broke :P ) I will try to post more and keep you guys up to date on all things fallen musician.

Peace,
Fallen Musician

ps. I love you all sooo much!!!

Trust

HEyyy Guys,

     So you know your best friends right!?!? the guy/gal that's always got yo back no matter what(: Well I'm here to tell you that in my life I got that and I feel really bad for people who don't. My friends are my family there is no grey area when it comes to that, but what peeves me off is when all my teachers think I trust all of them the same amount. I hate to break it to all of them but I don't. There are different kinds of friends so there is different levels of trust I have for all of them. You see here, I have this one friend Isabella and she is well…. how do I put this not the most trustworthy person ever so I don't tell her everything. Then there's DogTag which despite our differences (and there is a lot of them) she is there for me and has my back. Now not to sound conceded but I do have quite a few of friends but mainly juss' a few people who I can go to for anything. 

     Now what drives me crazy is when my teachers think I trust them, they think that I will tell them anythings. That is so untrue the fact of the matter is for me to trust you you have to earn it and most teachers don't, or if they do they misuse my trust and everything ends. Trust is a two way street, and if

Love, 

Fallen Musician 

Suicide

Hey Guys,

Things have been rough in my world. A friend of mine is struggling with suicide thoughts and it made me remember what it was like to feel that way. I know you all have heard it but there is no reason ever invented that you should feel like you need to end your life just to get out of the situation you are in. I know your reading this thinking "what do you know, you feel like dying all the time" and yes I know but here's the thing I pull myself together and I know that in my faith I can get through anything. Guess what guys!?!? I love each and everyone of you and I know I tell you this all the time but seriously it's true.

Don't do something that you can't take back please, please get help if you need it and never ever be afraid of what's going to happen. 

Love,

Fallen Musician